I was thinking that I have born in good and well-known Christian family and my parents and grant parents are dedicated lives for God’s kingdom, so due to my family background I have already saved and not necessary to do anything to have salvation. Like that my life was going in deep darkness of the world……..But one day I met with a fetal motor cycle accident and hurt in my hip joint and it was sprain and dislocated. I couldn’t able walk and lying on bed about one year due to that accident. At the very time, also I stroked in sickness by malaria, Jaundice, typhoid, and sickle cell thalassemia diseases. My parents had spent lot of money and taken me different medicals for my treatment and also there was many servants of God came to me and continued prayed for me still I did not get any recovery from all those diseases, my sickness was growing day by day and totally became bedridden and about to death. I was totally at the point of death. My parents had lost all the hopes and yet tried their level best and said to the LORD in midnight prayer saying, LORD we tried according to our family’s financial condition and now nothing left in our hand to heal our son. Therefore, if you want, you may heal our son OR you may take him near to you as per your will and pleasure, it is up to you, for we can’t see his pains and agony as he is suffering since last one year. These words of my parents I heard and it was very painful to me and deeply entered into my heart, then I wept bitterly and realized that for my sake today my parents are sufferings. And that time I surrendered myself in to the feet of the LORD and confessed all the sins of my present and fast life by praying whole night and repented and saying….

‘O’ LORD, do not rebuke me in Your anger or discipline me in Your wrath. Have mercy on me, LORD, for I am faint; heal me, LORD, for my bones are in agony. My soul is in deep anguish. How long, LORD, how long? Turn, LORD, and deliver me; save me because of Your unfailing love. Among the dead no one proclaims Your name. Who praises You from the grave? Do not remember the sins of my youth and my rebellious ways; according to Your love remember me, for You, LORD, are good. Turn to me and be gracious to me, for I am lonely and afflicted. Relieve the troubles of my heart and free me from my anguish. Look on my affliction and my distress and take away all my sins. As I believe that You are my hiding place; You will protect me from trouble and surround me with songs of deliverance. From birth I was cast on You; from my mother's womb You have been my God. ‘O’ LORD, Do not withhold Your mercy from me, LORD;