MY TESTIMONY & CALLING OF GOD

I, PRANAYA RANJAN PANI, s/o- Pran Ranjan Pani, Age-39 years, by the grace of the Lord Jesus Christ and thorough outstanding miracle of the LORD, I accepted Christ as my personal Savior in the year of 1992 at the age of 15 years. I am belonging to a well known Christian family and my parents are doing evangelism ministry works independently among the tribal people since last 35 years. From my child hood I was very interested with all activities of my church. But really there was no any place in my heart for the Lord Jesus Christ as a personal Savior. I was living as a nominal Christian life and the previous times of my life was going day by day in full of darkness without salvation of Jesus Christ. I was thinking that I have born in good and well known Christian family and my parents and grant parents are dedicated lives for God's kingdom, so due to my family background I have already saved and not necessary to do anything to have salvation. Like that my life was going in deep darkness of the world... ...

But one day I met with a fetal motor cycle accident and hurt in my hip joint and it was sprain and dislocated. I could not able walk and lying on bed about one year due to that accident. At the very time, also I stroked in sickness by malaria, Jaundice, typhoid, and sickle cell thalassemia diseases. My parents had spent lot of money and taken me different medicals for my treatment and also there was many servants of God came to me and continued prayed for me still I did not get any recovery from all those diseases, my sickness was growing day by day and totally became bedridden and about to death. I was totally at the point of death. My parents had lost all the hopes and yet tried their level best and said to the LORD in midnight prayer saying, LORD we tried according to our family's financial condition and now nothing left in our hand to heal our son. Therefore if you want, you may heal our son OR you may take him near to you as per your will and pleasure, it is up to you, for we can't see his pains and agony as he is suffering since last one year. These words of my parents I heard and it was very painful to me and deeply entered into my heart, then I wept bitterly and realized that for my sake today my parents are sufferings. And that time I surrendered myself in to the feet of the LORD and confessed all the sins of my present and fast life by praying whole night and repented and saying...

'O' LORD, do not rebuke me in Your anger or discipline me in Your wrath. Have mercy on me, LORD, for I am faint; heal me, LORD, for my bones are in agony. My soul is in deep anguish. How long, LORD, how long? Turn, LORD, and deliver me; save me because of Your unfailing love. Among the dead no one proclaims Your name. Who praises You from the grave? Do not remember the sins of my youth and my rebellious ways; according to Your love remember me, for You, LORD, are good. Turn to me and be gracious to me, for I am lonely and afflicted. Relieve the troubles of my heart and free me from my anguish. Look on my affliction and my distress and take away all my sins. As I believe that You are my hiding place; You will protect me from trouble and surround me with songs of deliverance. From birth I was cast on You; from my mother's womb You have been my God. 'O' LORD, Do not withhold Your mercy from me, LORD; may Your love and faithfulness always protect me. For troubles without number surround me; my sins have overtaken me, and I cannot see. They are more than the hairs of my head, and my heart fails within me. You, Lord, are forgiving and good, abounding in love to all who call to You. Hear my prayer, LORD; listen to my cry for mercy. As You promised in Psalms 91:15-16 He will call on me, and I will answer him; I will be with him in trouble, I will deliver him and honor him. With long life I will satisfy him and show him my salvation." And as I know that You are 'O' LORD so gracious and righteous and full of compassion. So from today onward turn to me and have mercy on me, as You always do to those who love Your name. Direct my footsteps according to Your word; let no sin rule over me. Have mercy on me, O God, according to Your unfailing love; according to Your great compassion blot out my transgressions. Wash away all my iniquity and cleanse me from my sin. For I know that my transgressions, and my sin is always before me. Against You, You only, have I sinned and done what is evil in Your sight; Hide Your face from my sins and blot out all my iniquity. Create in me a pure heart, O God, and renew a steadfast spirit within me. Do not cast me from Your presence. Remove Your scourge from me; I am overcome by the blow of Your hand. "Hear my prayer, LORD, listen to my cry for help; do not be deaf to my weeping. Heal me, LORD, and I will be healed; save me and I will be saved, for You are the one I praise. And finally I said Lord let Your will be done in my life, if it is Your will give me a new life otherwise take me away out of this world, for because of me my whole family are suffering and in very much troubles. So now onwards I do not want to see the sufferings of my parents and my family members. Therefore right now miraculously heal me OR make my life the end. And finally the LORD heard my prayers and at that time the LORD sent HIS mighty power upon me and I felt in my body something like lightning surrounded me and suddenly I stood up from my bed and felt down on the ground and after few minutes I felt great power and energy in my physically body and started walking in my room like that the LORD has done great outstanding miracle in my life and I was healed from every pains, sickness and weakness. From that very day I accepted Christ as my personal savior.

And after some days the LORD gave me a vision and saying in a dream to serve the poor, visually handicapped and those who are helpless and suffering with various kinds of problems and infirmities. I was seeing that there was a group of blind, different challenged, leprosy, paralytic, and people affected by cancer as well as various kinds of sickness people are going by the road and they do not know where they are going, then I asked them and saying where are you going? They replied we don't know where we are going but we need love and divine comforts! At the same time a person with a very loud and sweet voice cried out to me Pranaya lead these people and guide them in a proper way, and pray for them, share My love and compassion to them for I have chosen you for such people as they do not know where they are going. After hearing the voice suddenly I wake up from the bed, prayed and asked the LORD about the dream and the LORD inspired me in my heart that I have to serve such kind of people who are helpless and needy. So in that very day I decided that I will do the ministry works among such kinds of poor, needy and destitute people those who need of God's love and compassion. I promised to God and saying I will share the love, care and compassion of Lord Jesus Christ those who are suffering mentally, physically and spiritually until the last breath of my life. Since that day I stared the ministry works along with my parents as GOD directed. And in the year of 2002 I joined in one particular ministry organization in order to serve the blind people of our country and in the year of 2010 as per the guidance of the HOLY SPIRIT I resigned from that particular ministry organization and came to Vellore city of Tamilnadu State and till date continuously I am serving the LORD among the broken Hearted sick people and Families by visiting different parts of India.

With Kind Regards !
Evangelist Pranaya Ranjan Pani